not enough time or energy

So I made this blog because I'm having a hard time transitioning from being a child who's been pretty much doted on by her parents (not terribly, but enough to use the word "doted") to being a mom and the caretaker.

I go up to my parents house 2-3 times a week. This is for a few reasons.

1. I can get out of the house
2. I can be around people
3. I miss my home!

I've stated before that I don't really like my house for various reasons. It's not terrible, but it's just not the same as the home I'm used to. I'm used to taller ceilings, more sunlight, less neighbors, more wildlife, more people stopping by to visit, having at least 1 other adult in the house at all times (sometimes 2), lots of little kids around, and a few sentimental reasons. These are things I've always loved about my parents home and wanted in my own home, just didn't realize it when Greg was looking for a house for us.

That said, I enjoy being at my parents home. My mom keeps it so clean, I don't know how she does it! I feel like I'm doing things around here all the time yet it never looks as clean as her house.

Baby's crying, lost my train of thought... I'll try again later, never got to my point.